Im starting a new account and hopefully this shall have more art of mine. Iam starting a new me you could say, right now i am heart broken to death all the time and want to move on but im stuck...so im hoping that this account will be a new identity for me...the looks of it was inspired by my cousin oORainbow-ChanOo. I had to make it look like hers because i was in a dead zone so i am sorry for copying. DEEPLY SORRY! i hope that mistake will be forgotten. well i could say is this new account will be my expressions and feelings. but since im scannerless to show you i shall tell you...

I feel like i lost something meaningful and precious to me. somebody who i loved in the past but now i dont know who it is that sleeps as i sleep. eat when i eat. laugh when i laugh. talk and always chatter about and be funny with me. that face who i would see at the end of the hall and would give me butterflies as i fell that warm smile. is happy when im happy.

Now all i see and feel is depression, misery, anger,sadness and annoyance between both. no laugh when i laugh. no butterflies in the stomach, no nothing besides who is this? or...why?...are you serious??...other things like that...its so heart breaking i hate it i want all to go away!